Let’s get re-acquainted.
I’ll be honest. I forgot I had a tumblr. D”:
Life’s made me dizzy lately. 3-hour trips to Ludington. Recording studio adventures. Prom dress fiascos. Too much nicotine. Not enough sleep. Not enough food.
Despite all of this, I think I’m happier than I have been in awhile.
My senior year is winding down and it’s a strange feeling. Every day is slipping away faster than the one before, but I’m not terribly sad about that. It’s quite the opposite, really. Sometimes I wish I felt more nostalgic about the whole ordeal, but I just don’t understand why everyone is so attached to high school. I know there are bigger and better things out there for me. Every day it seems like everyone is less and less like me. I feel myself getting older. I dress differently. I don’t want to talk about the same things. I don’t want to laugh at that awkward, geeky kid. I’m not interested in petty gossip. I just want to find someone to talk to about things that matter. I want to find people who will climb trees, share cigarettes, and discuss society and its faults. I want to daydream about abandoning everything and moving to the wilderness in Canada. We wouldn’t actually have to.
It’d just be nice to imagine.
